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This special someone isn’t about a boyfriend, but about a person I had as a best friend. I have no where else to write my feelings out except here on Tumblr. I also sure hope that no one thinks of this as some way to get attention. But there was this one girl where we started out bad but we fought for our friendship till the end, until both of us felt as if we had “enough.” To be honest, she meant a lot to me and she still does. I miss her like crazy. My heart hurts every time I think about how we’re not what we used to be anymore… I know I should worry about better things, but just the fact that someone I trusted so much, tried so hard for, and just grew up together in Christ and in friendship is just gone hurts so much more. A lot of times I would reminisce back to the memories we made. The sleepover we had, getting “locked out” and sleeping in the praise room, and her tapping me to wake up every time I would fall asleep while sleep talking, QTs together on our bunks, squeezing together on one bed because we were scared of the dark, Black Swan, Starbucks when she was sick, Go Karting, Sunday services, Pho, Friday services, talking about how we both think that our friendship is true while blow drying our hairs, and just so much. To many of you, those memories might seem like nothing, but that’s honestly all I have got of us as “friends.” We are now strangers acting like we never knew each other… A quote I found says, “We’re not friends, we’re strangers with memories.” and it just reminded me of us. But to be honest, I don’t expect anything to happen, I mean it would be nice if something did, but maybe we didn’t work out as friends for a reason this time. And I will like to let God handle this situation and see what happens over time. I wonder if shes doing okay, if shes handling certain situations the way it should be handled, if shes doing well in church and with her relationship with God, just everything. But I know she’ll be okay and happy because she got her family and friends <3 And of course God. I love you girl, and I still hope you know that and remember that. I will still be here for you, just a phone call away. Thank you so much for everything you have shown me, and you know what those are. You changed me little by little into a better friend and I’ve learned way too much throughout our crazy rock climb of friendship. I can look back and think, what an adventure and experience. I’m going to end it here, love you and miss you. Till next time, and whenever that may be <3
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Babe. Stop saying that about yorself. Does saying negative things about uourself make u feel better? No. And you know what, i know that every girl, wants to be told your beautiful. And i truly think that your beautiful. And you still amaze me. I dont ever get bored of you or tired of you. Babe, we both make mistakes, and whether or not whoever makes more, i still love you. I learned to let the person i love go. And if they ever came back, thats how i do know, wht i said awhile ago was stupid, i realize what love is. And without love, we would not have come this far. All of this has been love. Out of love, and in love. We fight like this because we care, and our hearts are young, we have lots of emotions. Ginju, either we love or we die. Id love to die knowing im gonna still see that person in heaven. I know that you are that person. And i pray to God that he strengthens our relationship, and guides me through the way with you, with your family, and with my family. I pray that he gives you the best. Do not trust me ginju. Trust how much faith i have in God. For me, its easy. You are always telling me about how God is so great. You have. Strong faith. And
with that faith, i trust it. I know God is with us always. Wherever we go. No matter what time of day. If anything is wrong Ginju, i want you to call me right away. If you feel iffy about us or if its school family. I want you to call me and talk to me. Because we never know when its our last time. We cant take each other for granted. We do it to everyone, but, we shouldn’t. Dont ever forget to greet your loved ones and your friends. I certainly don’t ever forget you. Everytime i wake up, the only reason i check my phone is to see if you texted. Its always about you. It always has been. Even in hard times, when we broke up, i still looked forward for you saying good morning or good night to me. And it always makes or starts my day. You changed me. I know that for a fact. Without you, i don’t know where i would be. Thank you my love.. Thank you. I know that you are the one. I want you make you the one. The one that i marry, have kids with. And where i know we will be happy. Living happily and successfully. Sure, there will be hard times but were married. And nothing will ever separate me from you. Our family is going to be stable. That’s what im aiming for. You may have a curse in your family, where everyone divorces, but baby.. I’m going to break it. I’m going to break it not for us, but for our kids. Our kids will be Brandon and Leah. As we talked about before. They’ll be in school. We’ll be working. And when i come home. I know for a fact that im going to see my wife Ginju Pak. And my children. Ginju. I know im not creative. Im not perfect. I wont ever be. But having you tell me what you love about a guy, or things you like, will only help me. Even if you’re arguing. Because then. I know what to do for next time. And we wont ever fight about this again. Understand? You wont ever complain about this because I’m going to change. I know most guys say that, but they bullshit it but hey, I’m going to be different. Im going to. I want to. For you. Because idont wanna lose you again. I want to love you forever. And want you to love me forever. Right now i feel like crying. Because i realize how much i hurt you too. Don’t say i barely do. Ginju i know i hurt you. But no one is gonna live a beautiful life without beautiful struggle. And if I’m gonna struggle its going to be with you.
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